Q: ok sorry its long but... i have a lot of problems and i dont know whats wrong with me. there are just so many things...here are just a few:
1-i cut myself...like really deep to the point where i pass out and wake up with blood all over
2-i pull the ends of my hair on urdge
3-i feel tension and stress about everything bad
4-i over analyze EVERYTHING makeing it scary and bad
5-i think about suicide all the time
6-my mood can change in an instant-one minute ill be all happy and something will happen or someone will say something and ill go all depressed
7-i burn myself on occasion
8-i find it really hard to express my feelings and what imthinking b/c ik that noone will understand...they will try but they just dont get what im going through unless they r goin through it too
9-i am always tired all the time b/c i dont sleep much...i havent in like a week
10-i have lost a lot of weight b/c i refuse to eat and when some one makes me eat i throw it back up
11-at times i will find my self sitting in my room and all of a sudden i will just like start crying and i will cry for hours
12-for the past year i have been trying so hard to make it sound like i am happy and im so good to the point where my parents think that i am a "happy delightful young lady who is fun to be around"
you see? there are so many things wrong with me and like i have tried sooo many different ways to cope with the stress in my life but like nothing that i have tried works! its just realy hard and idk what to do.
ill rate high for good answers...nothing cocky plz
♥ rrenef ♥