I guess this comes under meantal health...
Ok well i used to be a cutter last year.
Bad i started about 3 years ago and stopd lasted year.
The thing is ive got so depressed lately all i want to do is harm...
I just want to get a knife and go deep.
To be honest im waiting for someone to cut me by accident or whatever. (if you get what i mean)
Im not a type of person that takes the wrong road twice so i really dont want to go back to it.
ANd im full of advice for everyone... except me.
I just want that red liquid to emerge from my skin.
To trinkle down my wrist.
To feel the stingy numbing pain....
Please point me in the right direction
Vikki
ive gone through the same thing with cutting. my depression has gotten better since i started doing sports a few weeks ago although im trying to stop cutting for the third time i still have major urges.
try writting stories or poetry (which you seem very good at)
you know what will happen if you start cutting again. at the end of the day cutting doesnt solve anything and the problem is still there so just remember how hard it was to stop.
i hope this helped any. if you need anything or want to talk email me.
brie=)
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ok so im 13/f and i have a problem with cutting myself. i understand that it is a problem so that is the first step to recovery.
i want to knnow if there are any places ONLINE that i can get help for my problem. i dont want any1 to know i have these problems so i cant go to see a person. also i cant let my parents find out.
thanks for the help.
its good that you want help and your doing something about it. im not sure of any places online that can help but talking helps so if theres a friend that you can trust talk to him/her. okay i know this sounds stupid but eating sunflower seeds helps me to let urages pass. so try that
i hope this helps. if you need anything you can email me.
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so i blowdry & straiten my hair almost everyday. & it seems to be getting pretty damaged and dry. is there any kind of shampoo&conditioner i can use to help repair my hair and make it look shiny & smooth?!!
use redken! its kinda expensive but its amazing!!! and for flat ironing i would use redken heat defense.
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13/f
sorry if its a bit long.
A few moths ago i was sorta sad and anxious for some reason.At school on day i started staching any my left arem with my nails.When i got home that day i cut my arm with a blade.Every day for the next week i cut at my arm.After that week is tried to control myself and stopped even through some hard "cravings"(for lack of a better word).I got over it. Yesterday my friends mum called me inside for a chat and she told me that she saw manks on my arm and that she thinks i need professional help so that i dont do anything to myself.I had no intensions of cutting myself.tonight i felt the urge to do it again and i couldnt hold it off so i did it.
I dont want to kill myself i just like the pain.Also there is one of my other friend's mums who i trust alot but feel too ashamed to talk to about it.
Im not sure what to do.I dont know if ill get over it or i should talk to the friends mum that i trust.I dont want to tell my parents and i dont want to talk to the school counsellor or anything.
Even though i dont want to do anything to myself and im not suicidal im scared that maybe one day ill go too far.
Any input will help.But i dont want to hear "tell your parents" or anything.
Thanks
hey im brie. i can kinda relate. i cut too eventhough i hate admitting it.sometimes i feel the same way,but my parent know so i wouldnt advise you to tell your parents. i think you should talk to friends mum if you can trust her. you probably know this but cutting is serious and you should try to stop, the next time you feel like doing it call one of your friends who you trust or your friends mum. i saw a shrienk and i f'n hated it but sometimes talkin about it helps.
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15/f... if that helps?
lately it seems like i am losing my best friend.. she had liked this guy a lot for a long time and i knew for a fact that he liked her too, but he was too shy to ask her. i was friends with both of them so one day at a party i was sitting with the guy, lets call him BIll, and i was like SUZY [my friend] really likes you and i know for a fact that you like her so stop being stupid and just do something about it. needless to say, they ended up hooking up by the end of the night. it was all really good at first because it was good knowing that i helped them get together and they were both so happy. but now it seems like she has no time for me. me and my other best friend... me, suzy, and this other girl were all really close. well me and my other best friend, lets call her JAN, have noticed that she doesnt really hang out with us, and when she does she is very distant and always talking about BILL. i miss her so much and i just dont know what to do. everytime i call her and ask her to hang out she is always like well can BILL come. and i feel bad so i say yes, and then BILL ends up getting on my nerves majorly. i feel so crappy because it is my fault that they are together and i wish that i could be happy for my friend... but i just feel so left out.
i am sorry this is long, but i really just need some advice as to what to do. i keep telling myself that eventaully they will get sick of spending every second together, but it doesnt seem like that will ever happen. i dont know how much longer i can take him!
please help!
hey iv gone through the same thing. try talking to your friend explain how u feel to her and if u already have and things dont change just relax because eventually they will break up and she will really need a true friend to be there for her.
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