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Fight with my mother
So i am the youngest of two older siblings. Both of my siblings are in their 40's moved out so my parents are in their 60's and they are pretty old school. Im 24 and still live at home. I have a full time job and have been working and trying to enjoy my time. About a year ago i was in a really deep place and tried to commit suicide so i have been in therapy since then. I am in a way better place now. I drink on the weekends with friends and try to have a social life. Yesterday i was on the computer and my mother came in the room and tried to vent to me about my father because he is an alcoholic so my mom hates drinking. I sometimes feel guility for going out with my friends drinking because of how much my mother hates it but im 24! thats what people do and i enjoy it. Anyway after my mother vented to me she was like BY THE WAY...why does your car smell like pot? (i drive a 2015 new car and my father went to move my car and smelt the weed and told me to air it out) So im upset that my father told my mom about the weed because he knows how she gets. I NEVER SMOKE. I do sometimes maybe on the weekends but thats it. I did it with my cousins last weekend and my mother got so mad at me that she was saying that the more she learns about me the more dissapointed she is in me. Which makes me really sad and puts me in a depressing mode because thats awful. She wants me to be just like her but i cant. She is mad at me because i got my cartilage peirced and she hates it. She told me i look trashy and disgusting. She told me that i was being irresponsible smoking. That im easily influenced and what that is my connection with my cousins the pot? and was so disgusted that i smoked. Like it literately makes me so sad...it makes me just want to sit in my room every day and night and do absolutely nothing like she does to make her happy. My dad is a drunk and smokes weed sometimes...like next thing you know shes going to send me to rehab. im just frustrated and i dont know what to do. Like i feel like i need to make everyone else happy over me.
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