F\18 hey am highschool senior i
am in love with z same boy 4
three yrs now, i knw he loved
me n asked me to be his gf
about 3 yrs ago but i said no, i
don't knw hw he feels now but i
knw mine.., we r on z same class
but we don't talk like classmates
wen we see eachother we act
like we don' t even knw each
other, but z amazing thing is zat
we talk by Watsapp we even
make fun of eachother. as many
of my friends think zat we will
endup together i also think z
same, u knw zat chemistry ya
we definetly have it, i can't stop
imagining us together, i even go
to school just with a tought zat i
will find him at z gate and we
will go together talking, coz its
so awkward talking by watsapp n
not talk by person but i never
even once had a chance of
finding him , n we both have a
bad behaviour which is pride..
too much am a serious kind of
girl, zats how everybody knows
me, like i don't like boys, i hate
relationship n like zat but no one
knows zat am like zis inside, zey
make fun of me all z time n zey
say zat i have feeling for him too
but i always deny... say like" me
with him never" but deep inside
am just trying to hide my
feelings, i don't like anybody
knowing ,but lately i think its
getting obvious coz my
pretending skills are getting
weaker, i don't even know how i
act when i see him... i tried
many things to forget him i
even started to point out his bad
features just to forget him but
nooo his not easily forgoten
person!! besides zat there are so
many reasons i can't be with
him now.. but i can't handle it,
when he starts a conversation
on WApp i just become so happy
n excited but when he don't talk
to me even if he is online i get
so mad, n jelous, n he is a
diffrent kind of guy i hve never
heard even one guy like him, we
have never talked about love or
that kind of stuff we always talk
about school, music, film but
never about his feelings or
mine, he is just different even
when he asked me to be his gf
he never faced me he told me
by his bestfriend, at zat time we
didn't speak for like 6 month but
even after we made peace he
never talked about a thing i
don't know maybe he is just like
me who hides feeling, but in
g-10 his one friend called me n
told me zat his friend loves me
very much (z one who asked me
to be his gf) n said zat he even
cryies whenever zey talk abt zis
kind of stuff n tell zem not to
talk n he said zat he is telling
me zis without him knowing n
asked me to say yes to him but i
still said no n told him zat we
could be friends n zat he can call
me but he didn't i don't know
what kind of person he is..... but
i just don't know wat to do with
my life p/s any sugesstion???
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