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I'm dead inside, I am crushed
I just don't know anymore. This girl, if you have read any of my other questions, is my everything. When we first met, I was dead inside, I thought no one could save me. But then she came along, she cured me. That's when it all started. Since then, we've gone out to different places, I know her like the back of my hand. A few months ago, she said she liked me, but she still wasn't sure. She had been leading me on, and I sort of knew it, but I still held on to those words for months. Then today, she told me another guy had asked her out, and she said yes. I knew then, I was crushed, dead again. Now I don't know what to do with myself. Please help...
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First things first you may not realize it but it is YOU that has done all the positive work and changing on your own. All she did was ignite a spark of inspiration and was a friend. You did all the heavy lifting when it came to fixing things in your life.
Yes, you wanted to date her. I don't think she led you on here. I think she knew she has something special with you but not maybe not love. I wouldn't throw away her friendship for anything. Nothing changes there even if she's dating someone. It may hurt but you never know they may not work and perhaps as she knows you more maybe something could happen. For now take her friendship and support. You need that.
But you MUST see one thing she's not everything. Your whole world is about to open up if you continue working the way you have on yourself and on your own. I think you should see a psychiatrist. You aren't crazy but everything points toward you being depressed if feeling empty. If you can't function period that's something that is an emergency and should see an ER on call psychiatrist.
If you get medication and counseling it could make your life 100% better and I'm sure that's what this person and people in your life would ultimately want for you. Look into it and stop worrying about her and let life figure it out which it will. If someone is destined to be in your life it has an uncanny ability to unfold well. Besides, it's better she's a friend than nothing at all right now
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