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i cant differentiate between dream and reality
I am 23 yrs old gal. I was in a relationship for past 3 yrs. He ws my lifeline but last year I came to know he ws cheating with me. It destroyed me.I tried to move on. During dos months I started having horrible dreams. Most nights I see m in some battle field fighting. Ders blood everywhere. I scream but wen I woke up derz nthing. I really feel all dis happening to me in real. Unknown people's faces der screams, blood in my hands. I couldnt sleep for months bcz I fear des dreams will haunt me again. After some months my friend proposed me.He lives out of station so basically it would be a long distance relationship so I said yes. At first it was like a diversion from my nightmares. I finally slept peacefully at night.For me it ws more of compromise dan love. Aftr 5 months I came to know abt his other girlfriend. He said me dey broke up but in reality dey were still together. I left him but he kept pursuading me saying he really loves me. We are friends now but its hurting me seeing him with other women. Now dos horrifying dreams started coming again. Again same war scenes. Peaople dying. M trying to help but I cant move. I cant sleep in nights. Some nights I dream my ex boyfriend. In reality I cant remember his voice but in my dreams I can hear his exact voice leaving me. Its like I havent slept for months.
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There is no easy answer...trust me been there done that, it just take time...its especially hard with first love...its just life, you have to go threw it, like right of passion, its what happened to everyone...suck it up...deal with it...if you have any kind of support as in family or friends well then count yourself lucky...better yet if you can "Don't have sex with the male" that's why young people should nt have sex...you get mixed up and more hurt...its too bad young ones cant be brought up with a mom and dad, and supervision so some guy doesn't wreck your life, or those serial molesters...naïve and young needs to be protected. good luck watch your kids every minute
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