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Response to "I think death is my answer"
This is a response to the person who asked "I think death is my answer. I have no life . How can I end it all I'm chicken but I want to. Or give my life to someone who really needs it like a cancer patient... but not sure if I'll be around long enough to read and answer that no one gives a cap about but I don't have anyone I can talk to. Who knows but that's my best bet ...."
I answered your question and when you rated it you said "In . The hospital I tried pills not enough in fix that next time".
I'm going to assume you meant you'd try again. I sincerely hope you wont.
But if you are planing to let me say this.
My best friend attempted suicide by OD'ing(Luckily she survived.). She was being bullied for years over some rumors that aren't even true(still is). We live in a small town, where everyone gossips and reputation is everything. So these rumors were a big deal.
The worst part is, I never knew. She goes to public school and I'm homeschooled. So I never knew she was bullied, let alone suicidal. She mentioned it once or twice, but never told me how bad it really was.
Then the Monday after Homecoming, my other friend told me she was taken by an ambulance because she over dosed doing drugs. At the time we didn't know it was a suicide attempt, but I was still really worried. No, I was emotionally crushed. I almost broke down, would of if my other friend wasn't there.
A few weeks later, after not talking to her since it happened, everything I knew was second hand, she came over. And told me everything.
That it was suicide.
I was speechless,and the thing that made it worse was the fact that a few months before we were talking about suicide, and I said I'd never forgive her if she tried. She promised me she wouldn't...
I was so angry and disappointed. To this day, (over a year later) I still don't know if I'm disappointed at her, for doing it, or myself. For not realizing how much pain the person I've known my whole life was in. The fact that she didn't trust me enough to tell me....
She went to counseling, and while she's bullied still, I don't think she'll try it again.
Around the same time, I found out my sister was suicidal. She had a skin condition due to a strange allergy like reaction to dairy and sugar. Plus the fact she was overweight, people made fun of her saying she was dirty. People from our own CHURCH would flat out ignore her and talk bad about her while she was there. And because she didn't know many people besides, she didn't have any friends either.
I managed to talk to her, only to find out that she had been suicidal for YEARS. And I never even suspected. I was her sister, I should of known and she felt she couldn't talk to me either... I was so hurt between the both of them. But I never let it get to me because I knew they'd been through worse. And I wanted to be strong for them.
Basically what I'm saying is, you may think death is your only way out. But it's not. Talk to someone. Again, I don't know your situation, but I'm sure you can get through it somehow. With out resorting to self harm or suicide.
I'm sure you know people. Talk to them. Weather they're family, friends, or acquaintances.
Talk to someone and get help. You have no idea how much it hurts the people around you... Just please, don't try again....
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