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You are an amazing teenager! How do you stay so strong?
Wow! AMAZING RESPONSE. Tears are rolling down my face as I read it. You are very wise. Hard to believe your a teenager. My son would probably be affected for the worse if I did commit suicide. He's 22. He's the one who called the police about a month ago when I tried and took me to the hospital (I didn't stay). He and I are pretty close. But he doesn't know what to say or do anymore and has his own life. My daughter is another story... I think she would look at it as a plus. I have a year old Jack Russell who is with me at all times. Last night he stuck to me like glue. He's the only thing really keeping me here right now. My sisterinlaw killed herself in 2007. My "family" still badmouths her. Says she did it just to get back at my brother (who was cheating on her). I'm adopted and my "parents" have 2 kids of their own. They'v pretty much disowned me for years now. I just don't have many options at this point in my life. I hope you get this (teenager who responded). Your words were very kind. I wish you nothing but the best with your life
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Thank-you! I'm not sure if you wanted/expected a response(I'm not exactly very good at reading people and situations).
But I'm... humbled and just so glad I could help you in some way.
I'm sorry about your sister-in-law... I actually talked my sister out of it. She had a skin condition and was over weight. Only had one friend on the internet, and everyone at my church would talk bad about her and ignore her. She was suicidal from the age of 14ish till about a year ago. I never even knew... My childhood friend attempted it because she was bullied, about a month after I told her I'd be furious with her if she tried. She went to counseling and is better now though.
But enough about me...
Your son sounds like he does care about you. I don't know the history between you and your daughter, and adoptive parents so I can't exactly comment on that.
You mentioned you don't have many options. You also said you are on disability, do you have a job? Maybe you could volunteer somewhere, if you have time.
Do you have a hobbie, or something you enjoy doing? Maybe finding something you like to do could help you relax or boost your mood maybe...
I throughout reading you're last post till now, I kept thinking of a quote I heard in a tv show once...probably not exactly like how it originally went or that relevant to the situation, but I thought I'd share it with you.
'We where thinking of what happiness would look like if we could give it a physical form. I believe he said that, "Happiness is like glass, even though you may not notice it, it's still definitely there. Simply shift your point of view slightly, and that glass will glisten as it reflects the light. I doubt that anything could argue its existence more eloquently"'
I too wish you the best.
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