I may not know a lot, and I may be young. But I will try to answer you and give you advice to the best of my ability!
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Member Since: March 25, 2014
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Last Update: June 9, 2014
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I think death is my answer. I have no life . How can I end it all I'm chicken but I want to. Or give my life to someone who really needs it like a cancer patient... but not sure if I'll be around long enough to read and answer that no one gives a cap about but I don't have anyone I can talk to. Who knows but that's my best bet .... (link)
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Listen to talldivaofbeverlyhillz. Everything they said is correct. You do have a life, and it is so precious. DO NOT throw it away.
I also care about you, people out there care about you. You may just not realize it.
I don't know what is happening in your life, but I do know you shouldn't die because of it.
I sincerely hope you read these answers and don't go through with it, you have no idea how worried I am just from this...
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Wow! AMAZING RESPONSE. Tears are rolling down my face as I read it. You are very wise. Hard to believe your a teenager. My son would probably be affected for the worse if I did commit suicide. He's 22. He's the one who called the police about a month ago when I tried and took me to the hospital (I didn't stay). He and I are pretty close. But he doesn't know what to say or do anymore and has his own life. My daughter is another story... I think she would look at it as a plus. I have a year old Jack Russell who is with me at all times. Last night he stuck to me like glue. He's the only thing really keeping me here right now. My sisterinlaw killed herself in 2007. My "family" still badmouths her. Says she did it just to get back at my brother (who was cheating on her). I'm adopted and my "parents" have 2 kids of their own. They'v pretty much disowned me for years now. I just don't have many options at this point in my life. I hope you get this (teenager who responded). Your words were very kind. I wish you nothing but the best with your life (link)
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Thank-you! I'm not sure if you wanted/expected a response(I'm not exactly very good at reading people and situations).
But I'm... humbled and just so glad I could help you in some way.
I'm sorry about your sister-in-law... I actually talked my sister out of it. She had a skin condition and was over weight. Only had one friend on the internet, and everyone at my church would talk bad about her and ignore her. She was suicidal from the age of 14ish till about a year ago. I never even knew... My childhood friend attempted it because she was bullied, about a month after I told her I'd be furious with her if she tried. She went to counseling and is better now though.
But enough about me...
Your son sounds like he does care about you. I don't know the history between you and your daughter, and adoptive parents so I can't exactly comment on that.
You mentioned you don't have many options. You also said you are on disability, do you have a job? Maybe you could volunteer somewhere, if you have time.
Do you have a hobbie, or something you enjoy doing? Maybe finding something you like to do could help you relax or boost your mood maybe...
I throughout reading you're last post till now, I kept thinking of a quote I heard in a tv show once...probably not exactly like how it originally went or that relevant to the situation, but I thought I'd share it with you.
'We where thinking of what happiness would look like if we could give it a physical form. I believe he said that, "Happiness is like glass, even though you may not notice it, it's still definitely there. Simply shift your point of view slightly, and that glass will glisten as it reflects the light. I doubt that anything could argue its existence more eloquently"'
I too wish you the best.
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I didn't expect to get this. I wanted a list of ways to STOP THIS. I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE! I even called a suicide hotline # about a month ago and was put on hold about a dozen times. I kept getting the same lady everytime I called and she clearly did not want to listen to me.
I need help...soon. I have called every number, talked to people, and been used by the rest.
Is there anybody out there who can help? The thought of even starting another month is too much. (link)
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Please, don't hurt yourself. Someone out there cares about you. Maybe you haven't met them yet. Maybe you don't realize it, but someone does. Just reading this, I'm already concerned for you.
I agree wholeheartedly with Askalisha, there are people out there with lives as hard as yours, and harder.
I'm a teenager, I'm sure I have no idea how you feel. But I've had multiple people very close to me attempt suicide, or become suicidal. So I do know what it's like to have someone close to me almost die at there own hand.
You're life is a gift. Even if you're in constant pain and homeless, at least you had a chance to live, to interact with people and make memories. Some people die to young to even get that.
Make the most out of what is around you, there can be beauty and even happiness in the most small and simple things.
Pray, go to church if you don't already. Try talking to the Pastor and telling him how you feel. I don't know what God has in store for you, but I am very sure it's not suicide.
Even the Bible says life is tough, anything we can get in this world, is a blessing. Simply being alive is a great gift. Don't throw it away.
You mentioned you're children, think about them. If the situation was reversed, where they felt this way and lived the way you do, what would you think of them? What would you say to them?
I only know what you told me, but I can guarantee you suicide is not the answer. For Anything.
Remember, there is ALWAYS something to live for.
I sincerely wish you the best, and I will be praying for you.
Please, don't go through with it.
Someone out there can help you, find them.
I just joined this site so I don't know how to work it very well, but if you can talk to me through it, I will be glad to help you and talk to you to the best of my ability.
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