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I hear voices i& seeing weird stuff...whats wrong with me?
I don't know what to do. i don't want people to think Im crazy. I don't think theres nothing mentally wrong with me. I don't talk to people about the voices I hear cause they won't believe me or they will tell me to ignore it. I can't ignore it, its scary and loud. I can't sleep most of the time and Im paranoid. Im always looking around me cause I think evil spirits or demons are after me. I've seen shadow people since I was 9 years old. I also saw a lady with stitched lips and eyes, she had long curly hair and pale skin, I think she was a ghost or demon. Theres also this black cloud following me in my house
I also hear people talking all day, but I don't understand what they're saying. I heard a voice tell me I was going to hell once. I hear raging screams and growling all day. Whatever it is is scaring me. the voices are so loud I can't concentrate and I start shaking with fear. I hear something screaming like its angry at me. sometimes it sounds like its in my head or sometimes it sounds like its in the room with me. sometimes when I close my eyes I hear screaming.
I get paralyzed whether Im awake or sleep and sometimes I go blind. I always feel an evil presence in the room with me. A couple of hours after I prayed one night, I heard something growling & screaming angrily at me. It was loud & scary, but no one else heard it. The shadows I see moving around my house scare me too. I feel like something is watching me all the time & I see weird things out of the corners of my eye. I even felt something jump through my body once & I could it hear it breathing loud. I've seen black matter/ a cloud floating around me. This is so scary Ive cried and I don't know what else to do
Ive been doctors and no matter what all they will say is that this isn't real and Im just hallucinating. I don't even know if a priest or church will believe me. Im scared to be alone. I think theres something spiritual after me. my mom thinks I shouldn't be scared and she thinks theres something wrong with me and she won't listen. I don't do drugs or drink
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You need to see a priest. As many as possible. Heard of Cherokee Peters the seventh say Adventist organisation? Get in touch with them cause this is a spiritual malady. I'm so sorry for you!
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I don't know what doctors you have been to but obviously you have been to the wrong ones. If you are hallucinating you have a problem and you need proper care, medical care.
If I knew your age I could probably give you better advice as to what to do for yourself. Since you did not provide it here is what you need to do.
I can't tell you if you are crazy or not; actually the word crazy is a broad term meaning mental illness. Not all mental illness means the person is crazy as most of us define the word. To find out just what is going on in your head and to get some relief from it you need to see a Board Certified Psychiatrist.
A Board Certified Psychiatrist is a medical doctor who has done a Fellowship in psychiatry and past all the necessary requirements to be certified as a psychiatrist. In many states any doctor who has done a residency in psychiatry during his residency training can practice psychiatry. This does not make them a qualified psychiatrist especially one to deal with your problem.
Tell mom you need to and would like see a Board Certified Psychiatrist. Rather than pick one out of the phone book have mom or you can contact your local hospital for a referral to one of their staff psychiatrist. If there is a medical school near you there is usually a teaching hospital associated with the school. Contact the patient referral line at this hospital and ask to be referred to one of their staff psychiatrist. Generally these doctors besides being on staff at the hospital are also the Professors at the Medical School.
As both doctor and teacher this makes them the best doctors to see if you can get to them. The students keep these doctors on their toes as they are always trying to please them by finding out what is wrong with the patients assigned to them. As such the teacher/doctors has to stay up on all the latest techniques and treatments to diagnose and treat patients.
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