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hi.Depression.im 15
Hi,i am extremly depressed,sad.Its been like that for about 3years and im going to be 15 this year(im a girl),but i dont know if i can take it anymore,i really want to find a reason to live,believe me i am trying,but there's nothing,i decided to kill myself this summer,maybe even earlier,i dont like this world,i dont like the people,the only ones that matter are my parents,they were the only reason i didnt kill myself earlier,but i cant take it anymore,it hurts so much,i dont think that i can be fixed,its too late,i am broken. I dont really know why i wrote this,i guess i have a need to tell it.
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Why would you ask if you're so very sure of yourself? No one here wants you to kill yourself. Listen to the voice of reason.I didnt think I eould survive to my age with all of my self harm, but here I am.im here if you need to talk.it would ruin everyone's summer.if you love and your parents matter yo you, DON'T KILL THEIR BABY GIRL THEY LOVE YOU
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You wrote this because what you want is help not suicide. I know this because I know depression hurts, I've been there. I can't remember suffering any greater pain then when I was depressed. Depression also makes you see things in a very warped manner not like they or it really are.
You are not fixable, I was not fixable. You have taken the first and the biggest step by admitting you are depressed and in your own way asking for help.
There are many ways to get help.
First: If you are feeling suicidal: Call 911 and tell the call taker you are feeling suicidal. Help will be sent to you.
Second: Call the suicide prevention hot line. Their number is 1-800-273-TALK. No matter what problems you are dealing with, they want to help you find a reason to keep living. By calling 1-800-273-TALK (8255) you’ll be connected to a skilled, trained counselor at a crisis center in your area, anytime 24/7. All calls are confidential.
Third: Talk to your parents if you can. Tell them how you feel, let them help you.
No one is ever so broken by depression that they can't be fixed with the right medication and therapy. Please trust me by my telling you this. I have been where you are and I am now in a much better place. I learned what has caused me to become depressed and how to deal with it in a proper and constructive manner. If I can do this at my advanced age so can you.
Please write back and let me know your okay.
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