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I can't forgive myself from comitting mistake
I had a relationship when I was in 4th year college and I was not yet allowed to have one yet until I graduate. We broke up because He still loves his ex-girlfriend for how many years. I am really a laid-back girl but from that relationship, I think I got wild a little but that I can't forgive myself from doing that even if it is now over. The "a little bit" I am referring to is that the torrid kisses we had and realizing it was disgusting, going to his house and thinks that his parents might think of me as a wild girl because of that.. FYI: I am still virgin and believe that the ones that I am worrying till now must not bother me because I still kept the "precious one" but why can't I get over with it? He is my neighbor so I get to see him and it really annoys me because it brings back the mistakes I had because of him. I believe I don't want him anymore and REALLY don't like to hate him because I don't want to love him, just what the quote were saying. It is really just the fact that I can't fathom I did disgusting/horrible things!! I am such a perfectionist :( I want to forgive because I don't want to go to hell. I guess, I can only forgive myself as well as him and never think again about my past mistakes is when I finally meet the ones who really love me. You think? :(
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i think you just need to try and forgive yourself mostly because, if you dont your going to live with regrets and feel crap about yourself, stop thinking about your past and start thinking about the future everyone has mistakes and regrets and you carnt go back and change them so try think of the good things you and your ex shared and im very sure you'll find someone you truly want to be with, i have made many mistakes and i had to forgive myself to think about the future. i know exactly what your going through and how you feel, but maybe its a good sign that he still had feelings for his ex because it set you free and theres a guy/girl out there for everyone, just because you made one mistake doesnt mean, theres not someone out there who can and will really love you. and not all guys are right for you im afraid i found that out the hard way, and maybe being that little bit wild is okay, you have to live a little and experience the world and what it has to offer. i hope this helps. and if you need anymore advice or just want to talk, message me.
all my wishes...
lou_kat231 xoxox
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