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Kissed my bestfriend
Hello,
The other night I went to a fair with my best friend, (both female and both 17) we were out in the back smoking a cigarette, she leaned in and we made out for a few seconds. It wasn't awkward at all after it happen, and I've been wanting to kiss her for the longest of time but she was straight (as far as I knew) she knew i was lesbian but she didn't know I had deep feelings for her. The worse part is the whole reason we went to the fair was because a guy she has a crush on invited her and she brought me along because we also wanted to hang that same day. My feelings for her are now far to much for me. I've known her for 5 years now and the past 3 have been me hiding my true feelings for her. She's always saying things that confuse me such as "I'm sexually attracted to you" "Oh one day we're going to have sex" and things along those lines. She just gets me confused! And I don't know what to do with her.. Should I stay quiet? Do I tell her? I don't want to mess up our friendship either, we have been though so much with eachother.
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If it's been three years and you still have been hiding your feelings, it's time to let it out. You never know, maybe she thought you didn't like her? Obviously, saying the things that she's said to you, she was trying to tell you how she felt maybe. Just lay it all out on the table and take a risk.
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