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I'm just lost & depressed.
Hi, so I'm 13 years old and I know that puberty and all that stuff is beginning and everything for everyone. But I'm so tired of school. I don't want to go to school anymore and show up because the people I go to school with seem so fake to me like all they care about is how cool they are and they're looks. I just try and be me and every says I'm popular (what ever that means) but it bugs me. I met these 2 people and they're so amazing to me and they help me but they're moving next year and the thought of that absolutely devastates me. Anyway, my parents argue a Lot now, friends are starting to turn on me, I lost my best friend 3 years ago and I feel lost. I cut my self now really really deep till it bleeds because I hate myself. What the fuck. I'm 13, Lifes just starting. I don't want to cry my self to sleep and have my friends try and make me promise to stop cutting. My family doesn't know and my best friend who's been through worse is helping me cuz she does it too. But I need ways to motivate me to stop. How do I make my self want to stop cutting? What do I do to prevent thoughts like this? I'm depressed. I try and write it off but I feel like it's useless. Please help me if you could. If you cant, thanks anyway. I'm so lost.
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