Next drop everything and IMMEDIATELY proceed to your nearest hospital emergency room. You NEED to tell the on-call psychiatrist these thoughts as you could be headed for crisis and especially if you don't know if you'll act on killing yourself or not without medical intervention.
Don't be scared. Be HONEST above all about them and ask for the help you need and tell them how much those voices scare you and you don't know if you will act on anything that's invading your thoughts.
This MUST come out exactly like you told us now or you won't be helped in the manner so desperately needed. This is a serious mental health issue so you have to let everything no matter how bad you think it is out.
What happens next? Anyone in your situation who wants to kill themselves or hears voices spends 72 hours in hospital for observation and rest while the psychiatrist determines what condition you have, why the voices come and go, proper counseling and how to treat you with medication so you can live normally.
When they are solidly convinced you can function they discharge you and continue out-patient care. Best to get this all sorted out NOW from the cutting to harming yourself and be FREE rather than sorry or worse over time.
I'm not recommending doing anything I haven't had to have done. I'm fine 10 years on with bipolar. You will be too if you get help and find out what is behind all this. I urge you to do so tonight as leaving things longer with voices like that telling to you to kill yourself and or self-mutilate points to a serious issue indeed. Better safe than sorry. [ solidadvice4teens's advice column | Ask solidadvice4teens A Question ]
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