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Overwhelmed
THIS IS A LONG ONE! SORRY, PLEASE RESPOND!!!!
Im just feeling so overwhelmed. I have a short fuse and my tempers flare. Im emotional and my blood pressure does rise and its always high because of my emotional being. This week I had a lot to do. Im a freshman in highschool and middle school never prepares you for the work. So I'm still getting the hang of it. I did tutorials afterschool to bring my algebra grade up because I do not want to fail first semester while simultaneously trying to do debate. That didn't work out well because that class is very extracurricular and I have no ride lets put it that way. Anyway, as soon as I got a hang of it, I couldn't go to any tournament because I failed algebra on my last report card. So now I'm bringing it up. We have novice night next week which is the same afternoon as my test to bring up algebra. I can't get out of that. So I guess I will fail Debate then. By January I could get kicked out of debate. My fear is being moved to prof com. I already took that class and have credits for it. I'm overwhelmed with trying to please my mom but I never wanted to truly do debate anyway and i'm afraid to tell her I will nto be returning sophmore year. On top of that. This is Friday afternoon and I've been feeling very anxious and stressed since August. I had a mini breakdown this afternoon when I discovered my mom is home today. My mom is not an easy person to deal with and I will leave it at that. So I cried because I know how much she thrives on drama. (who can blame her, everything she's dealt with throughtout the years...its been a lot.) So yeah. 30 minutes ago, as soon as I'm about to take a nap to sleep my stress off, she comes upstairs and tells me and my sister who's a senior, that our dad called and he could potentially want to speak to us. I instantly got mad because for one, he has a bunch of kids, 2. He's never been there, and 3 I dont want to speak to him and not know what to expect, and 4. I AM STRESSED...SOON I COULD BREAK and that is unpredictable given I am his daughter and there emo genes aren't that bright. So I started crying out of fustration again. This day was almost okay until I got home. Now I can't relax because my mother is home. she was home the entire thanksgiving break and she is home now. I feel so stressed I need a break. I just want to get through with highschool and move on to college where you still work, but can chill out a bit. Please advice.? Tell me what you think is wrong with me?
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Breathe
If you believe your anger is uncontrollable you could look into anger management classes
If you are struggling with algebra then you could ask your teacher if he can help you find a mentor. High school does have ways around it and help is offered if you ask for it.
Also if you feel the need to talk to someone you could look into getting s therapist or even guidance counselors can help.
There is nothing wrong with you at all! I went through my issues when I was in high school too. First year is usually the toughest
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