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Living with Scars?
hey guys.Its me again.Ive asked a lot of questions on here, and I appreciate every tidbit of advice and hotline number you give me.so thanks again.to get to the point---im a 13/f cutter and have been scince I was 11 almost evey day.Now I think that Im at my altime low-and its bad.Ive got a lot of scars.Truth is, im terrified about quitting.im ean ive just kinda grown up with this, sick as it is. I dont know anything else. ive also had to grow up around drugs and lots of them. My mom is a stoner and abuses pills and my dad is borderline dead and is very sick. my grandma is also suicidal and smokes weed. so yeah.im also bullied in school for being "emo" which is tottaly fake. So slitting my wrists is a way to ecape and overide their substance abuse with amy self abuse.Iv gotten incredably used to cutting all over my body and have became less sensative to pain and hiding ecverything. im on meds now and they make me cut more but im scared about those too. whats life after the scars?how can i live with them? how do I even begin to stop? im not doing well so assume i havent stopped cutting and possibly did within days becuse its that common for me. sorry for the lenght.thatnks for reading.
also i binge eat and am sometimes sucidal.why am i like this. so worthless i mean.
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Heey Sweety, well...i'm also your age, and i know you probably dont want to hear but...it sounds like u have alot to deal with. First off, with the cutting. I know it feels like your only escape, but its not. I know because, my bestfriend was a cutter since she was 10. She ment so much to me, that i didnt leave her side i was always there for her. When she wanted to cut, i told her she's not only hurting herself, but the people around her. And the same goes for you. As for the binje eating. NO! Dont do that it doesnt solve anything. Thats a serious problem that could put you in a mental care institute for a while. Or even a Nutrition Care unit. Just dont do it, please. STOP doing what your doing to yourself. I know lots in your place as well. PLEASE if your really having problems, go to a counselor at school...they can help. It sounds like you need a friend. Keep your head high Girly<3 I hope this helps. Bye Sweety.
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Hi there. By the sound of it you have too much to deal with alone. And too much to find a working answer to on an advice site. As much as I'd love to somehow give you a smoother and easier ride, I can't. You are aware, only too clearly of what you are doing, why, and you've even acknowledged that they are no solution. The only grain of hope that I can see is that you know this is rock-bottom now. You have to use that knowledge to start turning things around, that means face-to-face help from the right people and real action...not words now. However you feel right now, you are NOT worthless sweetheart. Your whole life, very nearly, is still in front of you. At your age it is not by any means too late. For anything. Keep writing in too. We want you to bring us some good news mate! I won't lie...Some kind words and 'pull yourself together woman' advice aren't going to work here. It's going to be a long and hard road back. But you can do it. And start NOW.
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