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i feel like giving up.
I don't know what i done to deserve anything of this, but i never knew how hard a break up can tear someone apart and destroy their whole system inside. It's been nearly 4 months we ended and i find it so hard to sink it in that the last kiss we ever had was gonna be the last kiss ever.. It's painful to understand whats going on in my life. I feel like i've changed so much during these months, i feel like he changed me inside and out, i try so hard to keep my mind busy and yet i don't know what else to do. I don't even think i could be in another relationship for a very long time, i try hide what i feel from everyone and i feel that iv lost those who are the closest to me by my actions, i keep pushing them away.
I feel like an idiot, like I actually wrote to him saying il be here for him and he ignored me.
I never thought love could hurt this bad, and its sad cause its the first relationship that i ever took serious ...
please try and understand me..
female/18
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Try and get the idea out of your mind that you did anything to deserve it or make it happen. And it's unlikely he did it to deliberately hurt you. Imagine the roles reversed, a guy was crazy about you, really crazy...but for some reason you felt that he just wasn't the one for you at the moment. You'd have to let him know...and he might feel devastated, heartbroken...just like you feel now. So, the decision wasn't yours, but how you react to it is entirely your choice. You sound loyal and loving. You've recognised that another person can bring about a change in us, that loving another person can, and should make us look outside of ourselves. Take your time. Even knowing how much it can hurt, you'll want to try again sometime, I promise. And you'll be a real catch too with those qualities. And maybe you'll get it back too this time, that's what you DO deserve!
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Hey sweetie how are you i hope everything is ok. U will find love if he hurt u thats not right
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