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I'm a girl and me and my friend (also a girl) kissed :s
Okay so basically, I admitted to my friend that I thought I was confused about her, she said that she felt the same way. We used to talk all the time on the phone and stuff and once I told her I wanted her.. She said she wanted me too.. After that we met up and we had a lot of "moments" (looking into each others eyes, touching each others faces) then I asked her out and she said yes, we met up again and we kissed.. Three times.. I had never even dreamed of kissing a girl before yet, I liked it..but then I began to think it was wrong and broke up with her, but two days later, we met up again and had loads of "moments" :s my granny saw us hugging and lectured us about how it was wrong and made me feel so bad:(. Then after this we kissed again, then I kissed her:s then nothing happened for like a month but then we were at youthclub and we were hugging and she kissed me again, then I kissed her, then she kissed me:s we flirt quite a lot but we also fight quite alot too and don't speak to each other:s I am really confused now, she says that she is confused about me again and now I'm confused too.. I really don't know how I feel, sometimes I feel like it's wrong and stuff, but then sometimes I think about kissing her and stuff:s, my family would die if they knew:s even my mum read our messages once and she said that she thought that my friend like me more than a friend:s she was going to commit suicide and she kept telling me she loved me more than I would ever know..I talked her out of suicide and told her mum and stuff but she still says all the time "You hate me" and stuff, but I am really mean to her and I don't know why, I tell her I hate her and stuff, but I'm joking, I do realise that sometimes I can take a joke too far and when I think about what I say sometimes, I am horrible :s sorry for writing so much but I just need advice from people who don't know me and aren't like my friends, just fresh minds looking at my situation..:s we're both 13 and both girls:s
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Well what sexuality are you? Bisexual? Lesbian? Including that would've been easier for me..
But anyways, I think you should just stay with her. It seems like she likes you very much and that you like her very much.. So why break up now? Sure you have fights, but you'll get through them. Every time you guys have a fight, try to stop it by saying something like "Can we please not fight?" or something else that you think might help.
Good luck and take care,
Bella xoxo
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