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Whats the easiest way to commit suicide.
Yhank you very much for the reply and i really appreciate your feedback and advice.I dont want to take up too much of your time but see my situation is a total disaster.I was living together for 18 years with my fiance and and always made excuses and promises that we will get married as i just need more time,in fact i didnt wanted to marry her.She kept on asking me from time to time when are we going to get married but again i was always looking for excuses.So she got fed up and and fell in love with another man from abroad and left the house and went and marry this person after knowing him for only 6 months.She left the house and left a lot of her belongings behind such as her furniture etc. and basically left only with her suitcases.I,m having a daughter of 18 years old with her and currently in grade 12 and writing her matric this year.I had to quit my job after working 29 years with the company because i had to take care of my daughter because i couldnt leave her at home on her own as i was working shifts and we also live in a very dangerous area here in south africa.My ex fiance was helping with the house hold expenses and her assistance is no longer there and i have end up in a financial crisis and can no longer keep up to pay all the bills every month.At this moment i only having enough funds to pay the rent for another 2 months and then have to move out and i havent got the money to rent another place and will eventually end up on the street with my daughter which is very heart breaking.My daughter is also very disrespectful towards me and dont talk to me afer her mother has left and she locked herself up in the room 24/7.I have done everything i could for her by buying her a tv,threadmil,home theatre system and others but she doesnt appreciate it all.I feel i have reached the end of my destination on earth and that my only way out is to take my own life then i dont have to go through all this.My only concern at the moment is that my plan will effect her school results as she will writing her final exam during December this year.Nobody cares about me anymore as well as my family and none of them have offered to try and help me in this very difficult situation.My daughter dont even love me because she doesnt show any interest,i,m trying to be nice towards her but she,s always running away from me and lock herself up in her bedroom.I have nothing to live for anymore and i cant carry on like this,i know of what i,m planning to do will be a sin and trust and believe God will forgive me.I have decided i definitely want to take my own life but i,m looking for a guaranteed way to die peacefully without any any pain and i just cant figure out what is the best way.I want to thank you again for the reply and advice.
Kind regards.
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Hey there, your story is very tragic and I'm sorry you have to go through all this. You seem like a good man, and you don't deserve this. From what I read I do not get the impression that your daughter doesn't love you. I'm sure she loves you very much, though she may not show it, and I'm sure there are many more people who love you. I can see why you are feeling so hopeless and dejected. You are strong though, and you have to believe that, and know that you will pull through this. Your situation is very very awful, but there is help out there, both for your depression and your financial situation.
I know that you are very determined to end your life, but seriously, what's the harm in going for help and seeing what happens? You can at least give it a try. Your family may not be there for you, but there are people who care about you and can help you.
I know that you love your daughter, and even though right now she's ungrateful and not appreciating all that you do for her, you are her father and she loves you. If you kill yourself you will absolutely destroy her, you're all she has.
You can't let your situation defeat you. Right now things are very hard, but they will get better, trust me, and I want you to see for yourself.
Don't give up! Give your life another chance, and see what happens.
You say that no one cares about you, well I am one person that does care about you, even though I don't personally know you. You can e-mail me at: alexisgirlie71@aol.com if you need any further advice or assistance.
I hope that you feel better soon. Keep me posted :)
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