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i need some advice to die
i was in to a relationship from past 2 n half year now i got break he went to abroad left me alone m taking sleeping pills every day nd night in a bulk don't know what to do or what is not to do i tried a lot to make his mind to come back to me but he is not ready to even talk to me don't wanna see my face now i can't live anymore like this i want to quit pls tell me which is the poison or else tell me any way to commit a suicide pls i need this answer now
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Killing yourself is not the answer. I know what you are going through is really hard. Everyone has issues whether it be relationship problems, family problems, life's problems, financial problems, etc... You should look for other methods to release your emotions. Talk to someone, seek some therapy. As the other person answered that you may disagree with what I am saying and say that I would never understand the way you feel, but believe me I have had my share of problems to dear. I will share my story with you and I hope that you will find some inspiration in it to look for the sunnier side of life.I found my strength in thinking of how my actions my hurt those that really do care about me.
So my life has been full of roller coasters since the day I was born. My dad abandoned my mom and I when I was 4 but he used to physically hit both my mom and me even as a baby. I have to scars still from burnt cigarettes on my thumb. I got in alot of trouble growing up and did drugs and etc. I ended up in jail for minors many times. I left home when i was 15 and survived on my own while working and going to school. I lost some close friends due to drugs and gangs. I joined the military when I was 17 and went and fought and lost some good friends next to me when they were playing with some explosives. I literally saw them one second, turned my back, heard the explosion, and all that was left was a few body parts. While I was in the war, my ex gf decided to write me a letter and tell me she wanted to end it because she thought she was a lesbian.
She said that I never had time for her and etc. What an excuse huh? I mean I was in a war for crying out loud. anyways, when I got back she wanted to repatch things but I said no even after she realized that she missed me and etc. That's just my personality. I've been in your shoes. I felt like dying and etc, but I never gave up. It gets even better. I drank alot and had given up on life and etc after coming home from war. Next I finally found hope again in myself because I wanted to go back to college and help people, so I majored in nursing. Then I met my next ex gf whom I dated for 6 years only to find out that she was cheating on me with her old ex. I mean worst thing is I sacrificed working 3 jobs, going to school, and etc while she got sick and was in the hospital and i visited her everday and worked and school again. Then she would still sneek behind my back and her ex came and proposed to her in the hospital. Her father and sister moved in with us when we lived together and then they decided not to work so I was left supporting a full family now without even having finished school. But I did all this in the name of love. Then she treated me badly an I let her because I loved her and I put up with it. I moved again once she got better and paid for her again and accepted her cheating but then she stopped and then she did it again. I was done. I left her and found my pride in me again .I cursed everyone and gave up again. I asked why the hell am I here. What is my purpose in this world. Then i found strength again in helping kids. Now I am a nurse, but to make things and my life couldn't be happier. In nursing school, I found another ex. She and I almostt got married and we have a daughter together, but things didn't work out with her either. At least this one was more civilized in our breakup. But we are a part of each others lives now because of our daughter together. See I never wanted my life to be like this. I wanted it simple with just a happy family, love of my life, simple house and to have fun and love each other. I want everyone to be healthy and live a good honest life. Not too bad right? My journey has had ups and downs. I hope with this you can find some inspiration. I never thought I would get over all those turmoil and etc. I am happy and now I focus on giving my daughter and even my mom a better life now. If I ever find someone special again, I know what I want and need now. If these things had never happened to me, I would never have developed into the person I am today. So please thing about it. I understand you are hurting, but life goes on. Like I told you earlier. One thing that also helped me from doing anything is thinking of all the people I would hurt by doing that. If I had done something stupid like that then what would my family do. How would I have hurt them and my friends, and even now, my daughter. What would she do without me? I want her to have the best life possible.
So please don't give up on yourself. If you need someone to talk to or anything please feel free to talk to me. I will be more than happy to chat with you.
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i know this is going to be the last thing you want to hear. ive been there. ive had this lonley feeling. knowing you can be with the person you have a gut feeling is the only right person for you. but sweetheart, theres so much more to live for. you may not know it now, but this will pass, thing will get better, youll find someone better, who wont leave you. I can see you reading this right now thinking that i have no idea how you feel. I know how it feels to just be sitting in your room on egde crying o hard you cant catch your breath. believe me i know. but that was a year ago. and now im happier then ever. please do kill your self. you are so fragile and young. you have so much to live for and i know you have potential in doing something you love. dont give up now. live your life, for the people who love you now and will love you in the future.
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