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He's gone now
Last night my boyfriend and I decided to put an end to our relationship and this time for good.I feel that he's gone forever this time.
The thing is that we have always had these terrible arguments and misundestandings all the time,and he didn't trust me and neither did I.
Trust was missing in our relation and arguments had become the norm.
We both felt like it was over and decided to dump each other.I didn't even looked at his face when I left,and now it's really weard since I'm not missing him and I'm not expecting him to call me or text me either.
Is this time for real?Shall I start thinking that this is it?And that from now on my life's gonna be different?I mean,that I'm gonna be able now to make my own decisions?
What scares me is that I still love him.How can you love someone so much and cannot be with him?Why do I feel like staying away from him?And why do I think that this the best thing to do?
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oh, my. oh so very many questions and yet oh so very little space in my brain to process it all. the only thing i noticed was-
i broke up with him
blah .blah .blah .
i still love him.
blah.
well if you 'love' him soo much, why'd you leave at all?? if he really was your 'the one' you should not have left him.
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You are still missing him, If you weren't you would not be asking these questions and doubting yourself the way you are.
Fact is, If you both didn't trust one another then the best thing you could of done was end it. The way you move on is you withdraw yourself from any sort of contact. Don't call, text, don't even facebook him. Remaining in contact will only make the process a hell of a lot harder then it has too be. Go out with your friends and spend time with family and keep your mind off things. Sometimes we need to think and except before moving on. Meaning, Think about all the mean things he has ever said too you, How mad he made you when he said those things, All the arguments and use that too focus on moving forward. Moving on takes time but it gets easier each day. Just like I said, Cut all ties and focus on you.
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