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I'm tired of living here.
This world is wearing me down. I feel like I keep finding out about more and more shit that's making me hate this planet. In my eyes, all humans are capable of everything. I'm tired of being associated with children that murder children, men that chew off the faces of other men, mothers killing or eating their newborns, men raping their daughters and nieces, people purposely making synthetic drugs that causes suicide, death and violence, etc.. I realize that this isn't all people, and that there are good people out there, but I don't care. What someone says and what they think can be two completely different things. I work at a fast food place, and all my coworkers do is talk shit about customers. But then to the customer's face they are polite and helpful. I've come to the conclusion that everyone is two faced, selfish, greedy, and capable of going from happy to angry in two seconds. On top of that, I believe this government is corrupt and full of absolute shit. I don't see why living should cost so much money. None of us had a say in whether we wanted to be born or not, so why do we have to work our asses off forever? And things like food and water, we NEED, so I don't see why we should have to buy it. Policemen and women don't give a fuck about anyone but themselves, I'm positive. And no one can change my mind about that. I had one headlight out and I have to pay over $150? Everything has become beyond ridiculous, people are a lot more rude than they used to be, and I can't sit by and be okay with any of this. Nothing will change and we've all been fucked up beyond repair. I want to kill myself. I don't want to be associated with this psychotic world. The way I see it, I either kill myself or everyone else.
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If you kill yourself, you are admitting defeat. It's not true that the whole world is corrupt. Yes, there are many evil people, but there are also great people on this planet. Don't run away from your problems, fight them. If you think the whole world is crazy, you are associating with the wrong crowd. I believe you need to get help, so that you see the goodness in the world and yourself. If you are here, then there must be a reason why. Maybe you were put here so that you can help others. Don't chicken out, be brave! Good luck and I hope you feel better soon :)
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