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Ex & best friend
18/f
Basically speaking me and my ex had not so great a relationship for the past two years. no, he is not my first boyfriend. weve been broken up for technically a year, but we still texted and talked everyday. he was fooling around with girls while i was crying over him every night. i basically just got fed up with everything and i had sex with one of my best guy friends. (first person ive done anything with since my ex) i told my ex what happend and he freaked out on me, even though he was messing around with other girls it was okay.. cough hypocrite. anyways hes like i can see you as my future wife blablabla. but i just dont feel the effort from him. my best friend is in love with me, we have the same interests and hang out all the time.. its just i miss my ex, and i think about him a lot. deep down i do know i love my best friend, just in a different way then i love my ex. i feel like my heart belongs to my ex still though. but as much as i miss my ex, when i was with him all i was, was depressed. i guess its just my inner heart holding onto him. the thing is my best friend is nothing like my ex, they are complete and total opposites. i just dont know if i can love my best friend, the way i loved my ex. my best friend doesnt currently drive so its annoying. my head says be with your best friend while my heart says is this really what you want, or are you using him attempting to replace your ex. & ive refused to text my ex back the past three days because im done playing the texting game. if you really wanted me youd call me or make more of an effort, i cant keep going on like this. im sorry if this is long/confusing just i dont know what to do anymore.
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What would hurt you more? Losing your best friend or your ex boyfriend? As in, they didn't want to be with you anymore. If you can respond to that question pretty easily then you have your answer. If not, you need to really see who's best for you. It seems like your best friend is there for you. Yet your ex boyfriend was out with other girls. Either way, you can't keep leading both of them on.
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