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Different Personalities... o.O 13/F
I Have so many things to cry about and be mad about. I mean my own father called me a "pill head" my mother is one. My grandma is okay but i know I can never tell her how I feel. The only one who knows the inside of me is my ex boyfriend. More like best friend. But he is in lockup now. I miss him so much. I cry almost every night. But I am laughing constantly in school. I have all "A's" in my grade thing. I also do ALOT of things my parents will never know. I smoke weed I crush pills I drink, I have a tattoo.. My life is one hell of a ride! No one knows the real me except Matt. And my dad also has this stupid girlfriend who I wanna punch in the face and push her down the stairs. So bad. I know I never will. But the only problem I have is my whole life is a joke. My happiness hasn't been real for months. And no one has noticed. Thats shows how good I am at sneaking around. But everyday it gets harder to hide the pain; tears; and anger!! I can't wait until the found the right person to talk to and get all this out .not even my closest friends know this.. I hate my life but at the Sa,e time I love it!?!? Am I stupid? Or crazy.. SOMEBODY PLEASE PLEASE TELL ME why. Why I'm like this! What's wrong with me... :'(
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Ahahaha. Ok, first you need to tell your grandma everything. She loves you and it seems like you 2 are really close. You're too young to be doing those things. If you're too concerened about this, talk to a doctor or a counceler. They can also help you. There is nothing wrong with being bipolar. Your not stupid, but it's a stupid idea to have a tattoo, smoke weed, and smoke at your age. You were born this way, so none of this is your fault.
I hope I helped and I hope everything works out!:)
-Bella Thorne
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