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why do I think about just going to sleep and not ever waking up
another stupid argument tonight, of all things, about a piece of paper that fell on the floor.
I asked mike what he did with the paper that was on the desk. he said he never saw if, come to find out, it fell on the floor when he put his papers on the desk... its that mike always move what every he sees... does'nt tell me he move that item... when I do find what I am looking for, well he says he doesnt remember... I am just sick of this, he said that i should pack stuff and live somwhere else.. if i knew where to go, I would... dont want to say anything to michelle
i just want this all to stop.. he argued with me. said that he did not want to be in the same room with me, that he was going to bed.. saw him reading the nook... he can say mean things to me, then go and read the bible... just dont get it.
I have taken 5 viadin,,waiting to get sleeppy so I can close my eyes and never wake up. I knew that mike does not love me, nor has he been in love with me for a long time, it is not easy living without love. i told mike that i would not ask him for anything again. he said yea right,, my shoulder hurts so very bad and the pain is going into my fingers.. if i said anything he would just say what else if new,,,, im tired of alll this... what am i going to do.. i want to die now,,, I am female. my age is 63.. i should be past these feelings but they are very real and just help me DIE NOW.
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I'm a little bit confused. Is Mike your husband? Who is Michelle?
If Mike picks up your papers and puts them somewhere carelessly. Then you should talk to him about how these papers are important to you and to put them aside for you encase they are important documents.
You and your husband need communication. Stress is playing a factor in your marriage. I'm not entirely sure what exactly it is your fed up about whether it's the fact that he is forgetful or if you and your husband have other issues as well. Forgetfulness can be a sign of many things.
As I am not a doctor and I cannot give you a diagnosis I do know that one of the signs of memory loss could be caused from Dementia. If your husband is having trouble with his memory then he needs and should see a doctor.
This can all be resolved but trying seek suicide isn't the answer to your problems. I would give more advice but I need a little more detail on what is happening.
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