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Depression, Suicide, and Bipolar
I moved away to get away from my Mother, My ex bf which who lives with her and my brother. I move and met a wonderful man and I was diagnosed with BiPolar Disorder for years and the meds were not working there or here so I took myself off. Now I am out here I feel so close to my pets back home and don't want nothing more than in life to be with them. My apartment won't let us have pets here and I am totally depressed without the dogs. My family always been negative in my life and I feel like being here and trying to start a new life and its been shambles. My bf has 2 daughters and a son that are grown and one lives here and you might as well say the other daughter lives here too and the son is a career felon and they bum off us all the time money and eat our home out of food. I am on SSD and I cant work or get the motivation to get out of bed. I feel sometimes let my life go and I can be somewhere else not here or at my mothers. I would love to get treatment but my insurance sucks now since i Moved to another state and my ssd is getting cut. I feel like dying inside with all this and at my breaking point. What can I do before this closes?
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First step I think you need to get back on your medication or find something that helps because just stop taking it isnt going to help you or anyone else. I think you and your husband should set down the law with the children depending on their ages?? I also think you should get a job volunteering. At a hospital or a thrift store. It wont count against your disability or anything it will get you out talking to new people and doing something.
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You really need to get back on your med. The living situation you are in is not helping you either. You need to get out of there. Your boyfriend may be a wonderful guy bu the living situation is less than optimum for a person with your illness.
If he is given the choice of you or his children he of course will have to pick his children. So don;t give him that choice. You need to find an environment that will pick you up not pull you down. You also need to get back into treatment for your illness. Medicaid may be your answer. Check into it.
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