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im confused: ive had bad sexual feelings towards children
27 f australiarecently i gave up smoking.ive been without a drink 3 yrs go to regula meetings.ive had bad sexual feeling towards children before have not wil not do anything like this.until the last year i had no friends and it was dark and stil is sometimes.my life difrent now .i come from a midle clas family.im starting to isolate ta lot lately its been really hard giving up smk and ive finished a course i was pasionateabout.im in a relationship that kils me but i m to afaid to leave.im going insane.iput fingers dwn my throat like to punish my self heaps and it hurts..ive been wondering if my father abused me as a child.i spent the most time with him when we moved first then the rest of the family.i was 3 or 4.i remember wondering this before thou until recently tht it was my twisted head.i remember siting in between his legs in the bath and he was washing.and i felt really uncomfortable like he was sic and i left.i remember watching tv with my otha sisters in his and mums bed i was lying beside him and cld feel the heat coming off him.its just feelings and in last 2 days i feel like my heart is broken.my counselor away till end of month.im so sad ive got no energy right now i feel like this is taking me down.any advice?
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Maybe give some free advice about: Mental health?
I would recommend seeing a psychiatrist and a therapist. A counselor can only do so much while a psychiatrist can prescribe medications and if needed have you see a therapist. If you are having sexual urges towards children then you need to seek help for it.
Everything you just said can be worked on, In the meantime I suggest avoiding any negativity and try taking some time to clear your head and chill out.
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