I was diagnosed with a personality disorder when I was young, so it explains the eccentric behavior I always had. This disorder keeps me from being able to interpret and express my feelings correctly; it caused me to learn to be impartial and apathetic so that it reduces the chance of me lashing out in a rage of fury. Trust me, when I get angry, people get hurt. The apathy shrinks my friend bank. I see a psychiatrist, but he doesn't help, rather doesn't know how to respond to my situation. It also causes me to lose my motivation for, well, everything. I want it back. It depresses me because I can't do things without a motive. Also, I isolate myself to protect others. Is this healthy? I refuse to succumb to my disorder, but I feel as if there's nothing else I can do for myself.
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