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I wouldnt care if they all were dead
Im sixteen and dead to the world have no friend no life and my perants dont trust me to go to school because thet thing ill get pregnant or take drugs and drink or whatever only as my older brothers and sisters did but im not like them im different i tell them but stll no iv been home schol for the last three and a half years im shy as hell and dont socilis in any way wat so ever they dont listin to me its like they put me in this place to make me feel bad about how i am and i dont think i can take much more of it so i my as well be dead
havin 10 sister and 4 brother should mean the world but right now in my life i wouldnt care if they all were dead because im so sad
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Jellyskin,
I don't think thats a fair thing to say about your brothers and sisters. When your parents are gone, your brothers and siters are the only link to your past. Why hate them because of what's going on with you?
A similar situation went on in my household only it was just my sister and I. From they day I learned to walk I alwayys felt like my mom had a microscope on me. I started to notice a bit more during grade school and middle heck even junior high. I couldn't watch certain shows that the other kids got to. I couldn't watch TV during the weekdays. I had a bed time. I had rules to follow that I didn't feel were fair and I felt other kids had a lot more freedom than I. My sister was brought up the same way as I. Things changed when I got to high school. My mom would always say no drugs, no drinking, no boys, etc. Again I felt my mom had even a bigger microscope on me when I got into high school. My sister however was the rebel she would go against my mother and I would always complain about why does she get away with 'this' or 'that'?
You really don't know how your parents punished your other siblings or how things were handled. My mother always told me 'worry about yourself instead of worrying about your sister and what she's doing'. You need to worry about you and what you are doing because you're right you can't be compared to your other siblings because you aren't them you are different. Your parents are trying to protect from some of the dangers in the world and they don't have that much time to. Once you're 18, to society your considered an adult. Maybe suggest to your parents that you want to have a friend over for supper or to watch a movie or maybe have a sleepover. That way they can meet your friend and they know whats going on. You are their child and as long as they can they are going to make sure your safe. And as my mom always says 'as long as you live in my house you're going to live by my rules'.
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Then make a change in your life. show yourself to the world. If you feel like you have no life or friends then get out there and change that :) just dont take advantage of any privileges or freedoms that you are soon too gain. cause you might just do something that you will probably regret.
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