So I tried getting in this whole religion and learning about God and reading... but I really have NO motivation whatsoever to do that.. so I keep getting worse... like I had a dream about the devil last night and I have nightmares almost everynight... and I don't know what to do.. I mean I am so aggressive and I guess its due to the bullying and harrassment and assaults(rape) maybe. I dont know,but my parents tell me how much I am the devil and how im going to burn in hell.. like how is that suppose to make me a better person? is it too much to ask to move out and have some damn space for a while? to them its a bad thing and I will end up on the streets.
Comments?
When your ready to read and to learn about god then do it, there's no point is trying to learn if you don't want to because you'll just forget it all the next morning. Explain to your parents that you are trying but the past does play a huge role in your life and you need time to sort of move on from that to allow yourself to heal to be able to let another thing, get me?
If you explain to your parents about your past, they'll have to understand. Your parents just care about you, they have a funny way of showing it, but look at this way if they didn't care, don't you think they would've quickly said yeah move out?
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