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Am I sick cause I wish I didn't tell ?
I'm 17 & I've cut myself 4 different times I told my mom cause I wanted to cut again & I didn't want to Hirt myself cause I felt if I did it I won't make it .... So I told she cried & said she wil get me help it's Been 5 days & nothing ... I wish I never told so I can cut myselfvin peace cause my grandma told me I can't do she was crying tellin please don't do it again & I can't do that to her yet I wanna cut so bad I wish I never told !!!!!! Why am I like this ?? I know I shouldn't do this to myself & I know I should've like the fact I told but I hate it why ??????? What's wring with me ??????
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I understand where you're coming from as i am a cutter too,and i wouldn't say there is something wrong with you in that you feel the way you do about your having told your mom about your situation.But here's what i'd like to say: you should pat yourself on the back,you've taken the first step toward being healed from this condition we call depression.it's only normal that you feel the way you do because you have exposed yourself,people who care about you can now reach out to you.my advice-don't try and retreat back into that shadow,embrace this chance,there is no need for you to suffer anymore,talk to someone,see a psychologist but whatever you do be sure to move forward from here on out,going back is never the answer,
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You need to seek help yourself. Dont wait for you mom or your grandma to get you what you need. Its your choice and your body. You are probably suffering from bad depression and something must have happened in order for you to do that obviously. I suggest you need to get yourself together go get councelling and definatley FIND SOMETHING TO DO . When you find something to do... trust me it will make it a lot easier and you won't even think of cutting yourself. You need to get a job or focus on school or go out with your friends. Dont worry ... nothing is wrong with you , you just make some wrong choices thats its though.. its normal ... now its just your turn to get back on your track.
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You are probably suffering from teenage depression. There is help for you that you can do for yourself.
I would like you to call the following hotline number: 1-800-273-TALK. This is the National Suicide Prevention Hotline. Yes, I know your not planning on suicide but the volunteers who answer the phone are trained to help people who like you cut themselves. They will stay on the phone with you as long as you need to talk with them and help you find people who will help you with your problem.
In your mothers defense the reason she may not have done anything yet is she many not know what to do. Also the shock of not seeing this problem before it got to this point has probably hurt her, further delaying her response.
By calling the hotline I have given you they can help you with over come this by helping you get help. If you do not wish to call the hotline you can always call 911 or the local emergency number for where you live. Tell the call taker you are thinking/needing to cut yourself and the proper help will be sent to you. If you live in the U.S., you can go to any Hospital Emergency room tell them that you are thinking/needing to cut yourself and they will help you.
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What most people wouldn't tell you about cutting is that it's a mental addiction more than anything. Just like drugs, cigarettes, heck, even caffeine, can all be addictive, so can cutting. If you want to stop, you have to address it like a mental addiction instead of just something that you do.
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