i am a teen, im an emo and i have been feeling depressed for the past 2 months. but in the 9th week i started getting suicidal, well mostly suicidal thoughts and i have been writing suicide notes and Wills for when i commite suicide. i am crying out for help on the inside. but i dont want anyone i know to find out about me. my parents would kill me themselves instead of getting me help, i want a painless way to die and a quick way to die. if anyone has suggestions than please tell me. i dont wanna live like this anymore. i CANT live like this anymore.
I know you feel hopeless right now, but it's too early to give up on life. People do overcome depression and go on to lead fulfilling lives and I would hate for you to miss out on what could be a bright future. Your option to commit suicide will always be there, so why not put that off a while and explore some other options first?
You need help to work through this, so you need to talk to someone who can help you work through your emotions, so please call one of the places I mentioned earlier. [ Rumely's advice column | Ask Rumely A Question ]
hnstymtrs answered Tuesday July 19 2011, 12:05 am: Dear "i want to die and i don't know how",
I do not think that the consequences for helping you kill yourself are worth it. I do not believe that you will get anyone to give you the type of answer you are looking for. Assisted Suicide carries a hefty penalty. Instead, I think you will get a lot of people telling you seek a doctor's help.
I will not help you kill yourself, and I will not tell you to seek a doctor. I will say to you what I think you need to hear.
I am in the older generation, so to speak. So I had to look up the usage of 'emo'. Are you saying you are an emotion or are you referring to the music genre?
Depression is the result of your environment; such as diet, peer and family influences, social manipulation, and Very Low Frequency Weapons.
Some music and movie genres include VLFs in their songs and soundtracks. These frequencies induce emotions such as depression, violence, chaos, and mayhem. However, movies and music are just two ways VLFs are used on us.
I know you feel like life is not worth living anymore. Trust me, you have not lived long enough to learn that this feeling will pass. You must believe that. I am convinced that if you change some things in your life, that your feelings will change as well.
First you must be able to have clear thoughts, so diet is important. Here is link that will take you to a list of foods that will improve your thinking and clear up those moods. Essentially, foods that are beneficial, act like medicine for your body.
Depending on the pitch, VLFs can cause physical pressure, fear, disorientation, negative physical and mental symptoms, explode matter, incapacitate, and kill. For example, in World War II, Nazi propaganda engineers used VLFs to stir up anger in the large crowds that had gathered to hear Hitler. The result was a nation filled with anger and hatred.
My point is that there are forces greater than you and I using silent weapons on us. Food, man made drugs, pollution, and HAARP are all tools used against the human race in order to control them.
You can improve your quality of life by simply being aware of how you are being manipulated. Then adapting and making changes, remember nothing stays the same, except change.
These last links are because you need to know. We are POWs in world war three,
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