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potentially addicted to meth?
i posted a question on here about 2 months ago about me being addicted to synthetic ecstasy. everyone gave me really good advice, but nothing is getting better. its just getting worse.
and just the other day i found out that the synthetic x has traces of meth in it. my friend rolled with me and had a drug test the next day. (we thought it wouldn't matter since the x was legal) well, everything looked fine on the drug test except the meth line was discoloured, which meant she had some in her system. obviously, she didn't take anything except the legal x, so we knew it had to be that. luckily, it was her parents who made her take the drug test and they thought it was just defective.
my friend and i are suffering from this addiction together and as soon as we found this out, we did our research. a lot of things that were going on with us that we ignored did point to a meth addiction, afterall: withdraw from peers, loss of interest in certain hobbies, scratching, weight loss, etc. in my mind i know this is really bad, but i still can't stop. we've tried to cut back with little success. i've considered telling my parents so i can get help but it'll forever change my relationship with them. on top of this, my mom's brother was on meth for years and got locked up for it and if she knew her daughter was doing the same thing, she'd never speak to me again. and i know my mom, that is something she'd do. my dad would be disappointed and i don't like disappointing him. i need help, i just don't know how to go about that. anything is appreciated. 18/f
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The reason nothing is getting better is because you didn't take any of the "really good advice" that you received.
And let's be straight forward; it's not going to get better unless you take the advice that was originally given; rehab. If it makes things easier, don't tell your mom you're on meth. Tell her the truth... you're using E and it's possibly laced, but you definitely need help with it.
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The best way to get help is to help yourself first which basically means staying clear of anything that would negative in the process of getting clean. If you want to clean up then you have to do it for you and not your friend.
You are 100% correct, You will eventually be caught if you continue to do what you are doing either that or you'll end up dead. I'm just being honest with you.
Admit yourself to Rehab and stay clear of your friend, She is not going to help you. You have to help yourself.
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