my first boyfriend i ever had got back together with me but now im not sure if im good enough for him ive had over 15 boyfriends in about 9 months but i still havent had my first kiss and i havent held hands with anyone im really shy i didnt even talk to them i would start laughing and blushing and shaking when they tried to kiss or hug me
Is it possible that you are confusing friends that are boys with boyfriends, for that is what it sounds like to me. There is a difference here, and it has to do with the relationship.
A boyfriend is someone you hold hands with, snuggle to when walking in the mall. A boyfriend is someone who takes you on a date.
A friend who is a boy is someone who is a lot like a boyfriend but you don't hold hands, you don't snuggle to when walking in the mall. You may go out together but it is by mutual agreement. It's like, "hey Kathy I'm going to the movies tonight; want to tag along"? You can have 15 of these type friends, they are meaning less as they are just friendships not relationships.
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