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Ex boyfriend blues
As my subject says, I have the ex boyfriend blues.
He broke up with me five days ago when I was away at a friends 1,000 miles away from him. He called and broke it off, claiming it wont work out. He told me it was because of my friendships with other boys and such and he can't handle it. Later is also claimed that it was my devotion that drove him nuts as well.
I'm a very devoted person, I'll give them my all, and do as much as I can to make them happy. I was loyal and loving, and always knew when something was up. He would get aggrivated with me when I was sad, and made me feel abnormal and useless. He felt like my depression was just for attention, for he has never felt depressed in his entire life. I felt so alone all those months.. I was and am so used to spreading my life around him and trying to make him happy that I no longer know how to live for myself. I'm not so much afraid of being alone though. But now I don't even want to think about the word 'love' anymore. I just want to use my body and sleep around with no strings attached.
I need advice, guys. I'm so numb that I'm not even sure who I am anymore.
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I am kinda in the same boat only i left mine bcause he was an ass.. dont use your body youll only feel like whore and ppl will look at you that way. Screw him sweetie really think about it as his loss. Your free to do what you want go hang with your friends which you prob havent seen for awhile since you been so hrad trying to please him, at first nothing is the same anymore. You need a rebound girl thats all for now someone to talk to when your lonely, stuff like that maybe a booty call friend with benefits but only one same person. Time heals all wounds. Dont strees about your past there is a reason why its not your future!!
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