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life is so hard 4 me
i've been thru wayyyy 2 much for a young age. And i want to do drugs, cut myself, die, scream, yell, cuss ppl out, cry, i have emotional panick attacks all the time, my grades have dropped and im seeing a therapist, and even tho i recently made a big breakthru i still feel depressed. if some1 wants to rly help me,send me a message. its hard...life..it rly is. My life b4 this was as easy as breathing, and since then has taken a dramatic turn. i live in a violent household, mentally abused. i cant describe it. i have the most fucked up life in my grade. Sometimes i think im kidding myself when i sat to myself "evrything will ok" trying to be posititve. i fucking hate evrything. nothing will change. give the best advice if u've ever been in my place. thank you.
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Every teenager in the world has been in your place. It's called teenage angst and it happens to every teenager out there. Everyone in your grade thinks they have the most screwed up life in their grade. I did when I was younger. The feelings pass, you make it through. Just keep your head up and remember that everyone is going through what you're going through, if not worse. You may think nothing will change now, but they will. I guarentee it. And in a few years, you'll look back at this time and laugh about how dramatic your life seemed. When I was in about 7th grade, I was just like you, saying all the stuff you just did. Then I met a girl who was being sexually abused by her own father and I realized that I really didn't have much to complain about. So yeah, your teenage years are a hell of a lot better when you let go of all your angst and just live life. Message me if there's anything else you need help with. Goodluck, Jess.
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you know what this sounds like to me? you sound like the average teenager. i've been through all of that, still going through it. drugs are nice, but they'll only keep you numb for a tiny bit of time. then you'll have to deal with life alone. i used to cut, and it helped. then after awhile you have to deal with hiding scars, and new cuts, and then you get thrown into a psychward. seriously though, damn near every teenager goes through the "fuck everything and everyone" phase and tries to use drugs and violence and anger to prove that they truely don't give a shit. family is difficult, but guess what? we all have problems, either from school or friends or boys or family and we all have to find a way to move the fuck on. this won't last forever, i swear to you. i'm still depressed and anxious but its not half as bad as it was when i was 15 and 16. i'm not 18, i've been to two theropists and my GPA has gone from all B's to C's and D's. life is still a bitch and you're right, it never changes. but it gets easier as we grow. not that we've learned to not hurt as much, it just means we've grown.
i'm sorry you're going through a rough time, but some people have it way worse than you. most of the problems in my life, i've caused. maybe you've done the same. and thats just something you have to figure out for yourself.
sorry if this response seems a bit harsh, but i'm not a sugarcoater. take care.
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