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i dont want to..
I really dont want to get over him and move on.. its not that i cant move on .. i believe that if i try hard, at some point i will. But i dont wanna. He was just an Amazing boyfriend. Like seriously the best any one can ever have. And no one ever cared about me as much as he did. Even when i did not like him, i still couldn't not talk to him. He is just so sweet and.. fun. He was like a bestfriend + boyfriend. Irresistible. I don't know how to explain it. It's confusing. When i cheated on him. I didn't like him. But i told myself.. I am NO WAY gonna let this guy get away! It's like im letting go of the best thing thats ever happened to me. He really was i swear.. :( I Just can't let him go. And i cried my eyes out when i cheated on him. Cause i am not a bad person..i know im not, and i cant believe i hurt this great guy soo much. I tried commiting suacide twice before.. By taking 20 random pills.. i just hated my life after this guy..i know he might not love me now.. But i am not gonna let him go.. :'( i spent the best days of my life with him! And i had become a better person after cheating on him.. i really did change.. But after it, he ddnt seem to give a shit and i got fucked up again. I know everything you are saying is true and it makes perfect sense.. And thank you soo much for your advice.. But please i just wanna know how to get him back! Id do anything possible! :'(
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The best thing you can do is talk to him now in a context where your past transgressions dont come into play, a discussion about the here and now, how do you feel, where do we stand, what do you want to do? This is what you BOTH need to decide. Whether you have a future or not. If he means this much to you then by all means go and fight for him.
Even if he does not accept you back as a partner he does not have to refuse you as a friend. He can still be a big part of your life then, and it could even develop into something more. Clear the air and get everything out in the open. Call him up and ask him to meet you and get this all sorted. After everything you both owe it to yourselves.
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