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The True Sad Story of My Ruined Childhood.
My parents were divorced at the age of two.
I am an only child. and my mommy has always been a single hardworking mom.
My mom began to work night shifts when i was 12 years old. At that age i was still what you could call innocent. i had no intention what so ever of doing anything "wrong". After i turned thirteen i began watching porn while my mother was gone. i started meeting waaaay older guys and since they had cars i would invite them to my house. that all began around december. at first it was just making out. and during the month of december and january it was with only one guy. in the middle of january i met another older guy and he too began coming to my house at night. around february i made the biggest mistake of my life. i lost my virginity.
loosing my virginity was the worst thing i have ever done. but i didnt know what to do. when ever i had sex it made me feel loved,needed,understood. and i never had that type of feeling since i was always alone. from february to may i had sex with more than 10 different guys all of which were older than 20. By june i had had sex numerous times. and the worst part is i would hardly ever use protection. No one ever knew about this because no one would ever believe me capable of doing such a thing.i am a straight "A" student and i look like an innocent bright and kind girl which i use to consider myself to be. in june i decided to move to mexico since i have family over here. soo i had the oppurtunity to have a fresh start. luckily my mom never caught me doing anything. but i feel terrible. my innocence was completely gone in less than 3 months. i did things far too horrible to even describe. you guys have no idea how bad i feel. i know most of you are thinking what a slut! and i know i deserve it. but i promise im not a bad person. i was simply a confused, lonely girl that didnt know the definition of love. Thank God i am now living in Mexico and am proud to say i have changed dramatically and am a whole new person.i have not had sex in 6 months! which is a major accomplishment. i thank god every day that i didnt get pregnant. but girls please be smart and learn from my mistakes. some of you might not be so lucky and end up with a huge responsibility that you have to deal with for the rest of your life.
Think Twice..
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it's really sweet that you posted that, i'm sure you wanted to let all your feelings out i've also been through a tough time so thanks and you shouldn't get yourself too down about it because it was your past everybody makes mistakes and they learn from them and so did you that's so admirable
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Im glad you posted this yes its not a question but its a problem you had.Trust me iv been there not the straight a stuff lol i was an average student.But I know how you feel I was the girl once I trusted that guy and I became stupid and reckless.Im glad you have turned over a new leaf and that your doing great things for yourself thats is a major accomplishment.Just always remember to be yourself and to love yourself befor anyone els.You are what matters not those stupid guys and there empty promises.Good luck with the new you. :)
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