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guilty feelings
For some reason whenever I am enjoying a perfectly happy moment and then my mind starts to analyze and go all..."why are you so happy, remember when...or what about this overdue bill or that mistake you made 10 years ago or..even...the dog needs a walk and you have not taken him and he is probably wanting to go...blah, blah, blah. I mean, insane stuff that makes me laugh out loud sometimes at the ridiculousness of it, but still, that little voice pops up and drives me nuts...why is this always butting into my happy space? I'm not Jewish or Catholic (joke) but it would be a great excuse, but is there some normalcy to this or should I just pack my Bin bag, as in "Looney" and maybe take up herion or extasy....dang, anything to shut that thing up, dude.
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Maybe give some free advice about: Mental health?
You are what we like to call "neurotic". All the best comedians and writers in the world are at least a little neurotic. Woody Allen is almost pathologically so, and he's made a career of it.
The fact that you're laughing about it, though, is a good sign you are in fact a reasonably healthy person, and probably have a decent sense of humour.
Don't beat yourself up for beating yourself up so much. Which is of course impossible because that's what you do. But take heart, you're simply a neurotic person and you're in good company. Embrace it and you'll feel better.
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