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Confused on getting back with my ex?
Ok, I posted a blog about a week ago, asking about my boyfriend Michael (now ex). I was having mixed emotions, so according to the advice, I broke up with him last sunday. He said he still wanted to talk to me like old times, and hang out, even. This whole week has been easy, yet hard. I told him on Thursday, I'd think about if I wanted to be with him, or if I just wanted to stay done. Friday night we went to a haunted house, he held my hand, and I started to want him back the whole night we spent together. Instead of jumping quick into the decision, I took my time. Saturday when I got off work, I picked him up, and he came to my house. We wresled like old times, and I had an urge to kiss him, so I did. I still ain't sure if I want to be with him or not. Every time I thank about taking him back, I get this iicky feeling inside telling me no, but when Im not around him, talking to him, or I thank about not being with him as a girlfriend/boyfriend, i start to feel a little heartbroken. Today, I came home from work, and called him; and he was saying he got someone to get my ex thomas killed (in my last post, he was the reason of why I was having mixed emotions). And I got pissed, and I plain out told him, I didn't want to be with him anymore, and my mind was made up. I am pretty sure I said it out of anger, but Im not too sure. Than he started crying, I mean like histerically. I felt terrible. My eyes began to water, and he said that he was so inlove with me, and I broke his heart, and he didn't know where to go from here, and I was feeling terrible. I just don't know what to do.
I want him back, but than again I don't. Im afraid my mixed emotions will come back if I do, than we will have to start ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLL over againn! Helpp! Pleasee! :(
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it honestly sounds like you're just lonely and miss having someone there to talk to. i've been in the same situation. if you get an icky feeling inside of you telling you no when you're with him then that's not a good sign. you only miss him when he's gone because you're lonely. go surrond yourself in friends and try to have a good time and you'll know you wanna be with someone when you're with them.
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