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Depression
I've Had depression i would say since the age of 12 i am now 20. I have felt so sad so angry that i either cry or hurt myself. I read your page but helpin others would kill me ive worked as a cashier for the last two yrs rite now i want to kill ppl and myself. The one question i keep asking myself is ' What is the point'?
- why do we go to school n then work?
-why do we work so hard a house family when in the end we all die n dont get to enjoy it?
- why bother havin a family wen i dont want kids that will feel as much pain as me?
-why do anything ?
there is no point n thats what scars me. my mother got a termination before my older bro n i, everyday i believe " why couldnt she kept that kid and termated me" i never asked to b born thats why deaths looks so peaceful.... I hope u can give me sum answers or advice. Ive tried doctors,meds, talkin to family and friends but nuthin works and i mean nuthin its the pian thats only stoppin me otherwise id hang myself or if i can get a gun id been dead by now...
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Hi:
If you want to hurt others (ie: ...ive worked as a cashier for the last two yrs rite now i want to kill ppl...) then you need to seek professional help immediately. Wanting to harm other people is exceptionally bad and you need to seek psychological treatment IMMEDIATELY.
Please, call up a doctor right now and make an appointment to talk with a therapist. Tell them exactly what you said here about wanting to hurt other people.
If these feelings are too strong please head directly to the nearest psychiatric ward and tell them you want to hurt other people. They can take you in for evaluation processing.
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We go to school and then work to improve our lives. The more knowledge we gain, the more we can share with others and grow into living better futures. If you did not work--what would you do with your time? If you did not ever go to school then how would you even know how to function at all?
We work hard to have a good life while we can. If we are giving life then why not take the opportunity to live it the best we can? Why not be comfortable and fulfilled? Why waste your life by sitting around and never striving for more?
People have children because they want to, usually. They want to raise another life. In this point in you life you should not have children. If you are wanting to hurt other people then you do not need to care for an infant. Nobody makes you have children. There is no rule that you must reproduce. Why this is a problem for you, I have no idea. Just don't have children if you don't want children.
You never asked to be born but you were given life. Life is a gift. It is an opportunity to do something. It gives us the ability to help and change the world. It allows us to become something. We can be useful to others. Every thing you do impacts other people.
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Seek psychological help immediately.
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