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please i need to know if i need to get over him
okay..so a long time ago i asked a question ([Link](Mouse over link to see full location)) this is rediculous. i know. it's been so long and i still have a problem...i still have feelings for this kid. why? i always ask myself why? what's so special about him? were still not close anymore. but whenever we talk it's magic at how happy and excited i feel. it's strange. i can never forget about him. it aggrivating though. i think i have an imprint on him. everytime i see him...everything changes. i just feel so dismantled. like i feel fine and i can have a normal life. like other boys, enjoy time with friends. but when i see him. everything just dissapears. anything that he does. movement of a arm, smile, slouch, walk. i admire everything. we don't talk like we used to still. i haven't really pushed it because i just gave up. but sometimes i find myself on his facebook looking at his pictures. thoughts in my mind "i remeber that smile...i remember that face, he looks so calm...his cute nose. that's the first thing i noticed about him" i find myself crying next. he just has this affect on me. he even haunts me..in my dreams. he's always there. helping me..In my dreams, whenever i need help, he's always there to help. it's terrible. i want to move on..but i still find myself secretly hoping that magically we'll be good friends again. am i in love? people tell me that i just want him cuz i cant' have him...but is that true? i don't think something like this can go on for this long. what do you think?
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