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memory, possible agoraphobia, stress, sleep paralysis
I was just wondering if this was normal behavior for most people because I do not think it is. I have severe memory issues (I'm only 24). I forget things very easily and lack "memories." I do not remember hardly any of my childhood, high school or even college anymore. I forget people easily too, my boyfriend has been in jail for one in a half months and I was forgetting him until I talked to him over the phone recently.
I fear leaving my home now, driving a car makes my heart race and putting gas in my tank makes me shake uncontrollably. I feel so useless.
I have a hard time working anymore (worked since 18) I lose a lot of weight and throw up most everything I eat for about a month and it recurs randomly.
I also have suffered quite a few episodes of sleep paralysis and now that I'm living alone I actually feel frightened of dying in my sleep.
I feel like I have no one. My mother is cold and my father is stupid, ha ha ha. My friends are "fair weather" deals and I just don't want to deal with humanity at all. I'm a wreck all the time and I feel so lost.
Is this normal at all?
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Maybe give some free advice about: Mental health?
I'm not a doctor, so I can't tell you what's going on. But what you're saying sounds pretty serious. You may be suffering from some sort of disorder or clinical depression.
Please seek professional help. Visit your physician or a counselor as soon as possible.
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