|
I don't know whats going on with me
15/f
So I really don't know whats wrong with me. I've been cutting since I was in 8th grade. So about 3 years. My parents found out last summer and I got in so much trouble and I got everything taken from me and couldn't go anywhere for the whole summer. During the school year my friend got me to talk to a counselor. When they called my parents I got in trouble again but they didn't want to get me help or whatever because they didn't want anyone to convince me that I'm crazy.
But that's not what I'm asking about. Just stating that to know that I have talked to people.
My friend had the same problem but she got help and was diagnosed with depression. She said I'm probably the same. But I'm not totally sure of that. I mean I get really upset easily but I'm not always down.
But the thing that's been killing me is my mood swings. I mean seriously, I'm happy one minute and then a little bit later I'm crying. For no reason. When I'm upset I get mad, really mad. My friends always have to watch how and when to talk to me.
But I just don't know if that's supposed to be normal. I mean maybe its hormones but its been happening for about 2 years. I pretty much blew that off cause maybe its just how its supposed to be? I have no idea but lately its been driving me crazy.
So what do you think?
[ ]
Want to answer more questions in the Health & Fitness category?
Maybe give some free advice about: Mental health?
it does sound like there is something going on.. i don't know if i would say it is bipolar, because its usually VERY visible when someone does. It sounds like yours is change in mood swings from moment to moment, which is not bipolar disorder. Bipolar disorder is when you feel VERY VERY excited and happy one week and very angry and impulsive another week. If thats the case, seek help girl! Not only that, but you're NOT crazy, you're completely normal :) cutting is just a coping mechanism that releases anger, sadness, what have you. I know many people whom have cut themselves but its not the right way to release your anger! if you look on my advice column, there are actually several posts relating to cutting. So you're not alone! It does sound like depression to me, though.. or the temporary 'blues' feeling fine one moment and sad another. that IS hormones. and its disappointing you're parents aren't giving the support you need. Thats why YOU have to make the initiative to get help. TELL your parents you need that help, you've realized you need help, which is a BIG step, and all you need is their approval for you to get help. Its great you want help, because a lot of times people are completely in denial about the ways they are acting. Because its been happening so long, i would advice it :) i've been in the same position, and felt much better after finding a different release and one's support. As far as you're friends, i believe if they are really you're friends, they should understand why you are acting the way you do. In fact, they may even want to help you if your ask for it as well. Hope everything works out! feel good!!! :)
]
it actually sounds like Bipolar disorder, where your mood changes drastically and quickly. I say this because my mother is bipolar.
You should google Bipolar disorder and see if you match the symptoms. If you seriously think it might be you issue, and your parents wont get you help, talk to your school counselor. They can get help for your condition and once you get the right treatment, you will be amazed at how much better you feel!! :-)
good luck!
Steph
]
More Questions: |