i feel really empty .. like i have no real reason to live. every day when i get up in the morning i have to think of SOMETHING thats worth living for. i feel like everyone hates me & like everything i do is wrong. i feel like im in this big black empty hole. i'm always alone in my room crying. sometimes when i do talk to someone i feel alright until that person has to go & then i feel like dying again.
i just dont know what to do. dont tell me to talk to people or smth because as i said i have the feeling that everyone hates me and everyone probably does. i have no real friends except one guy who i talk to in philosophie class and another guy who seems to care about everyone so he sometimes talks to me to make me feel better.
my stomach always hurts & the guy i have major feelings for stopped being my friend as soon as i told him ( we where REALLY good friends before that)
all this sadness began after that because he was my only friend ( i just moved here) and ever since he stopped talking to me i'm basically alone. its been half a year now but i cant get over it.
i dont know what to do! am i depressed?
Nini234 answered Monday February 8 2010, 8:22 pm: I don't think your depressed your are just going through a phase. Your heart just got broken and it's ok to feel sad for a while. But life goes on and so must you. When your in class say hi to someone, ask for a pencil, start a conversation do something. Making friends is not hard and if you don't want to talk to people .Then I have the perfect solution for you. Help others out donate your time to a charity. When you stop feeling so bad for yourself and help others out the sadness inside you will go away. If you don't want to donate your time then do something with it join a club or a sport something to keep you busy and away from sadness.
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