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Reasons to commit suicide or not
For the past few months, I can't seem to find joy in anything I used to do. I can't seem to find joy in the immediate future. I can barely stand to be alive. Everyday i take as many antidepressants in hopes that maybe just for this one day, I can make it through the day and somehow find a little joy in this world. But no, there is no joy. I've started to count out my prescription sleeping pills and antidepressants because I want to make sure I have at least 50 0f each for that day that will be here soon when I can't stand to be alive another second. Now that I'm past looking for joy I'm looking for the day that will be my last on earth. It is not a bad thing to commit suicide. I was in a coma once and the one thing I remembered the most was not feeling any kind of pain, physical or emotional. Dying must be like that feeling of no pain or sorrow. The holidays is a good time to leave earth.
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Is it not possible that there will be a person, an event, a change in your life that would one day bring joy back into your life?
I don't think that suicide is the right choice. Death, whatever it may be will come eventually. You'll feel it one day. But right now, there is still life for you to live. You should experience what life has left to offer you. I can promise you that it will be something great if you allow yourself to feel. Emotions can hurt sometimes, believe me I know this. But there are also amazing emotions. I hope you will live your life, for at least another year. Trust me that things will change for the better. Your situation is only temporary. Just think about, okay?
I wish you a long happy life. Take care <3.
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