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can't get him out of my mind
This guy, Carson and i went out for about a year. We were so amazing together, but ofcourse we fought once in a while....i loved him, and still love him so much. Everyguy that i have ever been with does not compare to him at all. This guy named Justin and I have been talking...we have been talking about going out maybe cuz we kind of like each other.....for about a year, carson and I didn't talk...he would prank call me or talk shit about me to my friends...yeah, you guys are probably thinking that this is so fucked up..true, but i think he was only trying to get my attention....so anyway....we are talking a little bit..nothing big, just texting...and he wants to write a song together and record it....he knows how much i love singing..and i feel like he is using this to see me.....he asked me if i wanted to chill after we record the song and i told him i couldn't, so he told me we should just do it another day...i think he was mad, but at the same time he wants a day when he can record and chill with me....he jus doesn't want to record only....but i miss him so much :(...i love him more than a can say....i know that someone else better will come in the future...but for now i only think about him....and with justin, i don't know what to do...we are going to hang out and everything...and i'm just scared that if i say yes to justin, carson is going to want me back....it would be nice to be with justin because he is a nice guy really...but i'm inlove with carson...all i wanted to see is what you guys think about the whole situation.....but another thing i wanted to ask about is this....so i'm known to take forever when i text people....i did that to carson....and he does the same thing to me...and it drives me nuts....i just do it back...example would be him texting me in the morning...then i text him back around eleven..then he will text at five..and then i text him before i go to bed and he texts back....sometimes we wait a whole day to write each other back...its driving me crazy....this probably makes no sense but tell me what you guys think about it...is he doing it on purpose like i am? or is he busy? or what do you guys think?
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This Carson guy seems to be your first big love and thats so awesome that you have experienced that but I think that maybe and dont hate me for saying this but maybe you should concentrate on this Justin guy and see how that goes and if that doesnt work out then if Carson is still around you should then take it as a sign. I guess what I am suggesting is that you leave it up to fate - if you and C are meant to be then you still will be after a few months or how long you and J last. In the case of the texts I think that he was just doing it on purpose and the thing about the song was obviously meaning you!
But in the end you know what your heart needs and I would say follow that instinct!
Good luck whomever you chose!
Sorry I wasnt much help!
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I would go with the guy you have history with. You seem to dig him more then the other dude.
xoxo,
dottie4
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