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Molested and remembering
I went to the doctor cause I thought I had a UTI (urinary tract infection) and they were supposed to do an examination of my, uh, area down there. When they told me that, I totally freaked out. I started crying and begged them not to. I had no idea where that even came from. Then I saw something in the room and somehow it triggered this really weird flashback. I KNOW it was real too. Apparently, I was molested when I was kid. That's great. Anyway, I can only remember this one part and I can't remember the person. I would have been 4 or 5 at the time I think. I know I was at a friend's house who had 2 older brothers, so I'm guessing it was one of them. I don't wanna assume anything though. This is just so frustrating! Ever since I had that flashback I can't get it out of my head. I don't want to tell my mom about this. Should I talk to someone or what? If I went to a therapist, could they somehow help me get back the rest of the memory?
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You should go to a therapist but the problem with getting your memory back is more and likely you are blocking it out. I was raped 3 times never went to the police. I was to scared. I am writing a novel about my life growing. About the rapes and being a teenage mom. etc. that triggered I was working on my novel and watching law n order and there was a scene that the detective was about to be raped and got very detailed into what he was doing. but she didnt get raped. I was a mess i started crying. if you need to talk my email is ashaboo77@yahoo.com.. there is a lot of things you can do to help excepically a theripist. I dont know how close your mother and you are but hopefully closer than my mother and I. You should talk to her tell her what happen at the doctors. its important to tell someone. it was tough for me to tell my husband. i cope with mine by wanted rough sex. and my husband doesnt do that for that reason so i been having to cope with it by talking which is starting to finally help.
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I think you should talk to someone, help you get through this.
Maybe your thinking of a movie or book you read once as a little kid?
Maybe and old dream?
I would go to a therapist, listen to what they have to say.
Also, I had a UTI last year and they DO NOT need to go 'up there' and check things out.
You just need to pee in a cup, and that test it.
So I would tell your doctor to eff off and do the right procedure.
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