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Today was the day...
Today was the day... we ran into each other..
and when I say that.. I seriously mean, we walked right into each other basically. He was at work obviously, and the deli and the bakery are obviously right next to each other.. usually they are..correct? well.. so while waiting for our number, i turned to get some bread off the rack, and i saw him far to my left out from behind the counter, and as i was walking to the rack hoping to get there before he walked back.. he was walking back to behind the counter..and he passed by me..and i turned the corner to the rack, and he went to go move the other rack to get behind the counter, and as he did that i passed by..and he was like :O long time no see, and he put out his hand..and i shook it..and then he took his other hand and placed it on the other side..and wouldnt let go.. so i poked him hoping he would let go, then im like sure you'd shake my hand but i dont get a hug, and hes like no hugs hand shakes..and he used his hands to demostrate a handshake..and i had this weird look on my face.. and reached for the bread, then he told me to take one he made today..and he began to look, then realized i had taken one.. then im like anything else i need to take..and hes like buy one of each..im like >_>, then that was basically it, because the girl he was working with came back from what she was doing..and then he had customers to help..and yep.. but i was alright over the whole thing, but its like hes trying to be friendly with me..perhaps because i was RIGHT there, but i had like no emotion to me whatsoever. and its just weird, he leaves in a month...and this is the 2nd time i saw him in an year, and 2nd time within a month.. and today was the first face to face since that rice krispie thing i gave him.. what should i do.. its like hes trying so hard to be nice..yet also trying to make it look like he doesnt want to be friends..and i put no interest or emotion..i dont even recall smiling, now im confused :(, i had a dream 2 nights ago or so, that he had texted me that he was sorry. and man it sucked to wake up. and yeah, its as if things are slowly getting better, but i dont want to read too much into it.
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Well at least he wasn't being an ass. There is hope for friendship one day I think. :)
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